13. jaanuar 2013
13.jaanuar
Laudarahvas korraldas endale pidupäeva. Kui eile õhtul oli miinus 20, siis hommikuks olid pilved jätnud -9 ja pärast Aare tööle viimist, Olevi tööle toomist, bokside tegemist, vee tassimist, piimakisseli keetmist, pliidi sossutamist ja pesumajandamist lasin lambad õue. Tissul oli oma arvamus – tõmbas ennast ka lahti. Mugib kahe suupoolega silo, sügab ennast vastu kinniseid rulle ja trallab lumes, nii et udar käib tilladitölladi küljelt küljele. Pärast mitut laudapäeva on tema vaimustus värskest õhust mõistetav 😀 Lambaid see ekstaatiline gigant mõistagi ei vaimusta.
Vana-Jumal korraldab pahateo ja karistuse vahekordi ka loomadel uuemal ajal üks-ühele ja otsekohe. Lasin koerad eile õhtul pakase pärast jooksma – tagasi laekusid siis, kui hobuste sitaga lähivestlust arendasin – Bellal kellegi linnumajast patsatud seakamar hambus ja vasak esikäpp üsna hullusti lõhki. Õnneks on külm, see võtab vere kinni ja ei lase põletikku. Ilmselt oleks vaja õmmelda – ja ikka ma ainult räägin õmblusvahendite soetamisest. Ptüiptüiptüi, et see nüüd kenasti paraneks. Bella ongi tõeline pigilind – metsast tulles on alati temal nina või käpp, otsaesine või kints kriim ja tited taha tehtud. Donna raputab, naeratab ning on kriimutu ja süütu.
Keskpäeval saabus Karekas tütrega. Sõime piimakisselli, käisime Kehtnas traavleid vaatamas – jahmatasime patrullivaid politseiautosid neile lahkesti sülle sõites, naeratades ja lehvitades ;D – minu lapsed said Renelii ja Särevite pojaga mängida, nooruke sälg meeldis Laurile ja Laurale – kes on ütlemata armas neiu – ja samas veendusin, et meie juurde sattus kõige õigem neiu. Tõesti inglid saatsid Tirtsu. Tirtsu ema tervitas Laurit ja Laurat koos Trendiga Reeda hobukopli väraval. Trend TEADIS, et ta läheb lähiajal Karekaga – astus talle vastu, vaatas üle, näitas end igast küljest ja meeldis isale ja tütrele väga. Kena küpsusepõlv tuleb trakeenihärral. Indiaanilaagrite maskott J
Aare pidi oma olematu seljaga seni, kuni Laiapeade ülejäänud karja samuti üle vaatasime, jalgsi Kaereperest koju oigama. Kui lõunat sõime, ütles isand Laos ühe õige sõna – kiropraktik. Just! Jaanika, kellelt nõu küsisin, kuhu suunas vaadata, lisas – osteopaat. Mul on neid nüüd terve galerii välja vaadatud – ja Ralfile ka helistatud. Lubas neljapäeval meile Soonele tulla. Mul on selle suhtes ülihead ootused – Hagal-guru on ühtlasi meesterahvast sõber, eeskuju, innustus, keda noorel sürrmürrtaustaga mehel nii väga vaja on. Näis, kuidas mahutan neljapäeva Ralfi väga oodatud käigu, lapsevanemate koosoleku ja Ingega zumba-trenni mineku. Küll mahutan. Kindlasti.
Homme valin autoteeninduse, mis ennetab kapotialuse maailmalõpu. Saadan ära Kaia teksti, lõpetan seriaalide analüüsi, toon-viin muidugi mehi tööle ja tagasi ka – ja Minnit lasteaeda – ja kõik on nii, nagu ikka. Homme on ka vapustus möödas. Pärastlõunal jõudis Soonele uudis Raivo Raave lahkumisest.
Ma ei taha midagi öelda. Õpetaja Tiina Janno meenutas armastuse-teemalist seminari, mis meil Lius oli – kõrvalhoone seminariruumis, peaaegu orkaani väärne torm akna taga, Raivo rääkis, meid oli mitukümmend – Kessu, Margot unistustega… heldeke, millised ajad kõik olnud on… Ja millised veel tulevad. Nüüd alles heaks ja ilusaks läheb, eks Raivo? Ütle palun, et läheb.
Tookord luges Raivo pärast seminari seal kõrvalhoones paar-kolm päeva hommikust õhtuni raamatuid. Vist mu riiulist Coelhosid ja midagi veel samast tüübist. Ilmselt polnud tal nüüd aega oma 7 lapse ja nende maise pärisosa nimel rügades aega selliseid päevi võtta ja ta sai insuldi. Laar, Hallaste, Rita mees – nii palju insulte… Ja muud.
Muust räägib ka alljärgnev. Pole just tujutõstev – aga vajalik teadmine.
Apache-pealik räägib seda Põhja-Ameerika kohta, aga kõik on üks ja üks on kõik – ja see pole kaugeltki ükskõik – mis juhtub ühega, juhtub kõigiga. Ahoo.
Prophecies of the Apache elder “Stalking Wolf”
(Slightly Christianized terminology in 1-2 places)
In the 1920s, the Apache elder Stalking Wolf, who was the mentor of master tracker Tom Brown, Jr., received this horrid vision of the self-destruction of white men in North America. Only one sign remains to be fulfilled before the Purification begins:
“The Earth is dying. The destruction of man is close, so very close, and we must all work to change that path of destruction. We must pay for the sins of our grandfathers and grandmothers, for we have long been a society that kills its grandchildren to feed its children. There can be no rest, and we cannot run away; far too many in the past have run away. It is very easy to live a spiritual life away from man, but the truth of Vision, in spiritual life, can only be tested and become a reality when lived near society…
“I had a Vision… of the destruction of man. But man was given four warnings to that destruction, two of which gave man a chance to change his ways and two of which would give the children of the Earth time to escape the Creator’s wrath…
“They will be obvious to you and to those who have learned to listen to the spirit of the Earth, but to those who live within the flesh and know only flesh, there is no knowing or understanding. When these signs, these warnings and prophecies, are made manifest, then you will understand the urgency of what I speak. Then you will understand why people must not just work for their own spiritual rapture but to bring that rapture to the consciousness of modern man”.
The spirit of a warrior appeared to Stalking Wolf and transported him to another time and place, saying:
“These are the things yet to come that will mark the destruction of man. These things you may never see, but you must work to stop them and pass these warnings on to your grandchildren. They are the possible futures of what will come to pass if man does not obey the laws of Creation and the Creator. There are four signs, four warnings, that only the children of the earth will understand. Each warning marks the beginning of a possible future, and as each warning becomes reality, so too does the future it marks.”
The first sign was of a famine in Africa. Stalking Wolf found himself in a dying village. The spirit of a shaman spoke to him, saying:
“Welcome to what will be called the land of starvation. The world will one day look upon all of this with horror and will blame the famine on the weather and the Earth. This will be the first warning to the world that man cannot live beyond the laws of Creation, nor can he fight Nature. If the world sees that it is to blame for this famine, this senseless starvation, then a great lesson will be learned. But I am afraid that the world will not blame itself but that the blame will be placed on Nature. The world will not see that it created this place of death by forcing these people to have larger families. When the natural laws of the land were broken, the people starved, as Nature starves the deer in winter when their numbers are too many for the land to bear…
“These people should have been left alone. They once understood how to live with the Earth, and their wealth was measured in happiness, love and peace. But all of that was taken from them when the world saw theirs as a primitive society. It was then that the world showed them how to farm and live in a less primitive way. It was the world that forced them to live outside the laws of creation and as a result is now forcing them to die…
“This will be the first sign. There will come starvation before and after this starvation, but none will capture the attention of the world with such impact as does this one. The children of the Earth will know the lessons that are held in all of this pain and death, but the world will only see it as drought and famine, blaming Nature instead of itself.”
“It is during the years of the famine, the first sign, that man will be plagued by a disease… that will sweep the land and terrorize the masses. The white coats [doctors] will have no answers for the people and a great cry will arise across the land. The disease will be born of monkeys, drugs and sex. It will destroy man from the inside, making common sickness a killing disease. Mankind will bring this disease upon himself as a result of his life, his worship of sex and drugs, and a way of life away from Nature. This, too, is a part of the first warning, but again man will not heed this warning and he will continue to worship the false gods of sex and the unconscious spirit of drugs.
“The drugs will produce wars in the cities of man, and the nations will arise against those wars, against that killing disease. But the nations will fight in the wrong way, lashing out at the effect rather than the cause. It will never win these wars until the nation, until society, changes its values and stops chasing the gods of sex and drugs. It is then, in the years of the first sign, that man can change the course of the probable future. It is then that there can still be hope. But once the second sign of destruction appears, the Earth can no longer be healed on a physical level. Only a spiritual healing can then change the course of the probable futures of mankind.”
“The landscape appeared drier, there was no vegetation to be seen, and animals lay dying. A great stench of death arose from the land… The sun seemed to be larger and more intense; no birds or clouds could be seen; the air seemed thicker still. It was then that the sky seemed to surge and huge holes began to appear. The holes tore with a thunderous sound, and the very Earth, rocks and soil shook.
“The skin of the sky seemed to be torn open like a series of gaping wounds, and through these wounds seeped a liquid that seemed like the oozing of an infection…”
The spirit warrior said to Stalking Wolf:
“Holes in the sky… will become the second sign of the destruction of man. The holes in the sky and all that you have seen could become man’s reality. It is here that man must heed the warning and work harder to change the future at hand. But man must not only work physically, he must also work spiritually, through prayer, for only through prayer can man now hope to heal the Earth and himself…
“These holes are a direct result of man’s life, his travel, and of the sins of his grandfathers and grandmothers. These holes, the second sign, will mark the killing of his grandchildren and will become a legacy to man’s life away from nature. It is the time of these holes that will mark a great transition in mankind’s thinking. They will then be faced with a choice, a choice to continue following the path of destruction or a choice to move back to the philosophy of the Earth and a simpler existence. It is here that the decision must be made, or all will be lost…”
The first sign was the famine in Biafra and the outbreak of AIDS. The second sign obviously refers to the huge holes now appearing in the Earth’s ozone layer. Stalking Wolf had a third vision:
“The sky suddenly turned back to a liquid and then turned blood red. As far as his eyes could see, the sky was solid red, with no variation in shadow, texture or light… As sunset drifted to night, the stars shone red, the color never leaving the sky, and everywhere was heard the cries of fear and pain.
“This, then, is the third sign, The Night of the Bleeding Stars. It will become known throughout the world, for the sky in all lands will be red with the blood of the sky, day and night. It is then, with the sign of the third probable future, that there is no longer hope. Life on Earth as man has lived it will come to an end, and there can be no turning back, physically or spiritually. It is then, if things are not changed during the second sign, that man will surely know the destruction of the Earth is at hand. It is then that the children of the Earth must run to the wild places and hide. For when the sky bleeds fire, there will be no safety in the world of man…
“From this time, when the stars bleed, to the fourth and final sign will be four seasons of peace. It is in these four seasons that the children of the Earth must live deep in the wild places and find a new home, close to the Earth and the Creator. It is only the children of the Earth who will survive, and they must live the philosophy of the Earth, never returning to the thinking of man. And survival will not be enough, for the children of the Earth must also live close to the spirit. So tell them not to hesitate if and when this third sign becomes manifest in the stars, for there are but four seasons to escape.
“The fourth and final sign will appear through the next ten winters following the night that the stars will bleed. During this time the Earth will heal itself and man will die. For those ten years the children of the Earth must remain hidden in the wild places, make no permanent camps, and wander to avoid contact with the last remaining forces of man. They must remain hidden, like the ancient scouts and fight the urge to go back to the destruction of man. Curiosity could kill many…
“There will be a great famine throughout the world, like man cannot imagine. Waters will run vile, the poisons of man’s sins running strong in the waters of the soils, lakes and rivers. Crops will fail, the animals of man will die, and diseases will kill the masses. The grandchildren will feed upon the remains of the dead, and all about will be the cries of pain and anguish. Roving bands of men will hunt and kill other men for food, and water will always be scarce, getting scarcer with each passing year. The land, the water, the sky will all be poisoned, and man will live in the wrath of the Creator. Men will hide at first in the cities, but there he will die. A few will run to the wilderness, but the wilderness will destroy them, for they had long ago been given a choice. Man will be destroyed, his cities in ruin, and it is then that the grandchildren will pay for the sins of their grandfathers and grandmothers…
“There is only hope during the time of the first and second signs. Upon the third sign, the night of the bleeding stars, there is no longer hope, for only the children of the Earth will survive. Man will be given these warnings; if unheeded, there can be no hope, for only the children of the Earth will purge themselves of the cancers of mankind, of mankind’s destructive thinking. It will be the children of the Earth who will bring a new hope to the new society, living closer to the Earth and spirit.”
Armas taevas, tee nii, et inimkond saaks hakkama. Et Jääjad jõuaksid enne teist kella hävingu peatada. Kas need, kes meie ümbert iga päev surevad, lähevad teispoolsusse meie teejuhtideks või lihtsalt ei pea vibratsiooni tõusule vastu või… Ühel päeval saan teada. Ahoo.